NEAR MY GOD

Near my god to thee, 
I met darkness as a friend, 
A lack of control rocked me back and forth in the pen, 
Suicidal thoughts every now and again. 


The hard choice is life, Something we take or leave, 
And there were times with no hesitation I would flee. 
Flee from the friction and all our needs, 
Flee, just for the sake to flee. 
From these epiphanies that come to me, 
From penitentiaries that I've come to see, 
Till something dense opened up inside of me, 
It told me life's a choice won't tolerate living it in a prison, 
And at that moment something more has risen.  
  
Near my god to thee, 
Love was tough back then,  
Lack of control dove me up the walls in the pen. 
Where's the cleanse and what are your ends? 
Suicidal thoughts every now and again. 
  
Only child lock key kid,  
Only concentrated on what he did, 
What he wants what he lives, 
It didn't take long to figure out a selfish life means shit.
Dreaded momma coming home to heat up the spot, 
Souly on the weight of what she's not, 
Obsessed with hating the life she's got,  
Didn't realize it's not just her life she rots, 
A bang or a shot could me out that spot, 
to not have to fight the demons that she caught. 
Peace and balance is all I saut, 
Forgive but don't forget the wars you fought. 
  
Near my god to thee,  
I found truth in the soul, 
Truth is transparency, 
transparency makes us whole, 
My whole body of work will set me free, 
Not concerned with walking softly in-between, 
Moderation in moderation, Room for chaos to run free. 
My life is what intuition stole for me . 
  
Let the control rocks its self-back and forth in the pen. 
As Balance Dictates till the very end, 
True control is letting go and letting arrows fly in-between, 
Choosing right here is truly being free. 
So...Let go and Just be, 
Know that We are all god within thee. 
 

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The Void

Filling a void with something the size of the world.
Not the planet, but it would take the whole entire world!
The place I think of makes this planet just a pale blue dot.
The world that fills the void is a place I think about a lot.

I will never touch it because I can't leave this spot,
but if I could I would Pioneer to Anti-dromeda.
I'm so bored of this planet, solar system, time in space,
because we are not thinking big picture …

Yet we're aware were get sicker
But so what? We invite it in because in return it makes us feel so much bigger.

We feel so much richer,
Yet again another false differ
We beg for identity through irrelevances and lust,
but raising some sort of bar is an obvious must.

Let us rest our head on a wavelength specifically on the highest peaks,
and stay away from average Baseline, for what doesn’t move is deceased.
We grab at this planet, scared; hang on for dear life
I fear we'll never leave, I pray we prioritize

Fly your keys up and welcome in the shock
Evolving expression is how we move off this fucking rock.
So forgive OUR shared world,
It's a cocktail of values and saturations; in unique compilations.

Our "minds" not our brains, but what that hunk of meat does!
It is pure contain poetry, let it live what it must.
Live with such just
Grow and robust.

All poetry is important from every narrow to wide lens.
Picking sides just means a side is fighting you at the end.
Does that cycle ever end?

We live amongst worlds within worlds each golden and Grand.
Respecting our worldly neighbors is the new lay of the land.
Duality in common ground in peace as far as I can understand.

Make peace more possible in the reflection of you.

To fill a void the size of a world... or two.



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